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Dear You,

Wish you could see how much you still mean to me. I miss you everyday since we broke up. It's been months since we were together, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't miss you. We were so perfect for each other! I wanted to be with you so badly, and I never got to show you how important you meant to me. If you thought I didn't want you, you are wrong- I wanted to be with you more then anything in this crazy messed up world. You were the best thing that had every happened to me. When you were with me, it was like the world had meaning, you had my heart. I loved ever little bit of time we spent together, the times we talked about everything & anything! Each moment,was better then the next,a new memory made. You were my favorite hello & hardest good-bye. When we talk about Us, I feel that's when you turn away the most,like it still bothers you,when ever I bring up the topic. You hold back your fears,cause I think you are scared to really be open to what happened between us. I think that when I told was upset one day and mentioned that I guess you didn't want to be with me, and I was frustrated and hurt,that I didn't think you really wanted this as much as I did, so out of frustration I said that I didn't want to be with you. You eventually found out this, and it hurt you, so I believe that is how we ended, how you suddenly lost feelings for me,when really- you were hurt and I think you still are,cause you are never open to talking about how we ended or just about us. I would do anything to just see how you would react in person to this and see how you really feel. I wish I could share with you how I truly did want to be with you, heck I still do. Don't you get that? Don't you get that I would do anything to be with you,next to you again. I miss Us. I miss you. I don't understand why you choose to be with her,when you both don't see each other at all, only hang out on the weekends? Whhaat?! That is lame, if I was with you,I would be spending every second of every day with you. not only on the weekends. These last few week, more like months really- I have been really thinking about the moments we had together. My cousin passed away,and I miss those times I had with him, I wasn't close with him as much as my other cousins, but now that he is gone, I wish I could take those moments I did have with him,and spent more time to get to know him. I guess what I am is, you should learn to appericate those times you had with those that you love, the moment they are with you-cause you never know when they might leave you or walk away. I would take anything to relive those days I had with you. I was so worried on how you felt about me, if you really did care for me like you said you did, if this 'relationship' was really true, that I didn't take the time to appericate what I had right in front of me. You really did love me, and I know you still do,cause of how it frustrates you when I bring up what we had. I know you still care,cause how how you said that it was a really big deal,about that we liked each other or that we said 'I love you'...you still care for me, and I still love you.

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